They’re My Reasons

I wanna explain about you firstly…
You’re a beautiful girl. You’re a unique girl. You’re like a magnet. You’re a girl who’s always seen by everybody. Everybody likes you.
 

And the most important is…
You’re a girl who makes me feel a massive-jealousy.

I conclude that I’ll be never shine if you’re beside me. It means that I’m really nothing when I’m beside you. I also conclude that I don’t have magnet to make everybody looks at me.

But but but…
You prefer to stay with me. You prefer to have some giggles with me. You prefer to chuckles with me. You prefer to tell your story to me.

First time, I didn’t mind. However, time is walking. Everything has changed.
 

I feel this FORBIDDEN-FEELING. I feel this WICKED-FEELING. I’m so EVIL. Yeah, it’s me!
I feel a massive-jealousy to you.
 

May be it’s because we have been through all the time together. By and by, a jealousy grows up in my heart. Damn! Trust me! I don’t permit this at all…

Well, I can get what I need:
I need a time to think about my jealousy.
I need a time to throw down my jealousy.
I need a time to read this condition.
I need a time to adapt with this situation.

Hopefully, I can through what I need. Hopefully, I can keep our friendship too.

Because, from my deepest heart, I still love you as my friend. I do love you as my friend.


GBU always

Best Regards, Judith…