Hard to Say

Another imagination about you makes me decided to wait someone who really loves me sincerely..

You're too perfect for me to reach you. Finally, I've realized that it's so impossible to be with you. Just blame on me because of my own imagination.

I do love you, but you don't. It's not worth.
Everybody wants to be loved by somebody that he/she loves trully. An angel said that love must be sincere and never asks the return. But humanly, it isn't like that.

However, I don't wanna open my heart to someone that's not good for me (although he loves me). I don't know why, but I've already known about myself. So, if he loves me but he's gonna make me have a jealousy, I'm only hope for him hahaha *how narcistic I am!
Don't be pessimistic. I'll be in love with the one who really cares to me.

Another thing is I hate a boy/a man who cares to every girl around him. I'm the one of victims.
He made me feel like the one who own his heart. He made me feel like the one whom he's fallin in love with. Unluckily, it's just my feeling. In the truth, it's not a fact. Broken-heart? GREAT SURE!

And since I know the really one who you love, I've been attacked by broken-heart. She's the real barbie! Don't ask me to the mirror, because I'm just a big loser. She's more and more beautiful than me.

Now, I wanna confess clearly again and again:
I'm A Big Loser in my Love Life (anyway, it's only for this time, for the next I'm a super winner! Amen.! Amen.! Amen.!)

=)

GBU always..

Warmly regards, Judith.