really sorry..

I don’t wanna have any fight. May be it’s just my emotion. I don’t wanna be childish.
I realize that I’m really wrong, greatly wrong.
All of this is my fault. I’m too emotion, I’m covered by emotion.

Alright, I do many mistakes. Would you mind if I say sorry to all of you..?

I’m really sorry…
Please forgive me…

Another time, I’ll think before posting something.
Another time, I’ll think before someone doing something for me.
I promise!

Because every actions have a different meaning for each person.
I really regret of my posting. I really regret of all words that I said.

In another my heart’s side, all of you are a part of my life, guys…

I love you all, guys…

Wish all the best for our awesome event!!


Warmly Regards,
Judith =)


GBU always..

It's Horrible ENOUGH!!

These things are horrible enough!

I can destroy your event if I want.. I hate this organizer much much much.
Rarely, you forget me. Yeah, like I’m not your parts!!
Flickly, I can prove that my leader is BETTER than you!
Have you ever felt like an unappreciated member?
Yes, it’s me! I’m truly AN UNAPPRECIATED MEMBER.
Have you ever felt how it hurts so much?!
Great, you know NOTHING about it.

I’ve known from one of member who said that I’m really not invited to that meeting like I thought about.
I’ve thought another positive possibility, but the fact said that I’m really not invited to that meeting! So, is it my fault if I think that all of you don’t need me again?! Surely, it's not.

Alright, I’m gonna prove that my leader is much better than you!!
He always appreciate me in every way..
How about you?! Huh, let’s see the fact and conclude by you!!

Fine. Starting from now, I prefer to do everything what my leader ask to me although it’ll destroy that event!
You still can talk with me about that event, but deeply in my heart I said loudly: “I DON’T CARE!!”

Well, it’s time to say:
BIG THANKS FOR NOT INVITING ME!!

Regards,
Judith =)

GBU always.

BUGBEAR..

Thursday night..

Exactly on Thursday, February 25th 2010..

I sat down in front of my hunny laptop and feel sad.. I wanna cry but I'm not allowed to cry..

Let me tell the story:

I've joined for an organizer for "Fishing Competition". It'll be held on 7th of March at Stasi BMR.. My responsibillity is being a good 'Humas'. Confused with 'Humas'?? 'Humas' is a person or group to promote the event in public. Brilliantly, I've had many ideas to done my responsibility.

I realized that I haven't attended the meeting for more than 5 times. But, I have a logical reason. My parents don't permit me to attend the meeting in week days (hello, I'm still a student).. Why must the meeting hold on week days? Is it my fault? Actually, NO!!

Another case. When I could attend the meeting, My Grandma passed away.. So, is it also my fault if I couldn't attend that meeting?? (*If you say YES, I think you DON'T HAVE ANY HEART!!)

And now, I got another case that's different with before. Today is Thursday and luckily, today's night is Holiday Night. I've prepared everything for meeting at this evening.. But, I still waited for invitation that sent via SMS.. Hmmph, minute by minute, hour by hour, there's no invitation for meeting at my Inbox.. So, I thought there's no meeting on this Thursday.. I felt little dissapointed.. But, yeah, I can handle it..

Surprisingly, A MEETING HOLD DOWN TODAY AT 20.00 p.m. While I'm enjoying my facebook, I read Mbak Mira's status (FYI, she's a member of organizer).. She said that SHE WAS IN MEETING AT STASI NOW.. (*thanks for facebook)

I feel REALLY DISSAPOINTED.. Why no one told me about the meeting? Is it because I'M NOT IMPORTANT FOR THE ORGANIZER? Or.. Evily, I can ask: Do they just need my BEAUTIFUL FRIEND?

If all of them think that I can't do my responsibility, I'll explain.!

If all of them think that I'm not important anymore, I'll quit.!

If all of them just need my BEAUTIFUL FRIEND, with a big heart, just take her for your bussiness.!

I feel like an unappreciate member in a organizer..

But I hope, it's just my CellPhone's error.. But, all messages from my contacts joined in my inbox.. and there's no one error things with my inbox..

So, whose fault in this case??

I'm trying to find the answer..

GBU always.

.Judith.

I'm Newbie!!

Heeiiaaa bloggers!!

I'm newbie.. Actually not really, coz I've writen 2 blogs before..

Hmm.. Let me introduce myself..

(*Sebelumnya saya ingin membuat pengakuan: Tadinya gw pengen bikin nii blog full bahasa Indonesia, tapi koq jadi agak Bulee dikit yaa?? Hehehe

Sebagai, tetangga baru yang baik, sebaiknya gw memperkenalkan diri..

Gw bernama Maria Paschalia Judith Justiari

biasanya sii dipanggil Judith, Yudith, Maria, Pascal, dkk..

Karepmu dah mau manggil gw apaan.. hehehe

Gw terjun ke dunia pada tanggal 17 Mei 1994

tepatnya pada hari Selasa pukul 00.04

Gw itu Cewek

Skarang gw mau kasiih tau beberapa alasan kenapa gw punya blog:

1. Gw suka nulis

2. Hidup gw ga bisa lepas dari dunia tulis-menulis

3. Gw butuh tempat curhat yang ampe pooollll!!

4. Gw mau melatih bahasa Indonesia gw (I love Bahasa!!)

5. Sarana buat melatih bahasa Inggris

hehehehe

Saatnya menampilkan foto gw::

TARAAAAAAAAA!!!

Akhir kata, slamat menikmati blog gw!!

okee??

Bubye.

=)